“So look at the fleeting stars with fleeting eyes, and feel how the earth beneath you gives. It is all a temporary manifestation of particles and it is all unraveling to particulate silence. The bustle of the human day will come and will go. And then there will be night.
But how beautiful these moments within the dissolve. What a temporary perfection we can find in this passing world: everything good ever done, everything good that was done today and all the good people doing it, and back and back, and forward and forward. All that beauty within a universe unraveling.
Be proud of your place in the cosmos. It is small. And yet it is. How unlikely. How fantastic. And stupid. And excellent.”—Welcome to Night Vale, Episode 49-B (via budddha)
and at this point of my life now i really dont want to care anymore. so tired I think I’ve wasted my life worrying, worrying about people. not that it’s not important now, but more of eliminating what’s unnecessary. you are not a saint. they don’t even see you. do what you want because it’s really what makes you happy. it’s funny what angers you makes you realize that that is what really matters to you. im still the same person and still trying. it’s not that different as I think, or maybe it really is. I dont know. I just keep feeling strange but good at the same time because I’ll never behave like this in the past. but I just do…. I guess it’s okay. I guess im finally going to live for myself.